Want My Paddle

I was at my sweet (beach side) home when I had my wish for travelling in a boat. The next moment spotted out a boat with a paddle at a distance. I trailed to water cautiously everything (boat and myself) and finally hit the water to ignite my highness. I initially rowed gently since I hadn’t had a pinch of knowledge concerning waterways transportation. It was ecstatic travelling in a boat solely. I moved further and further towards the sea boundary which was a misinterpreted perception of my sensory experience. I controlled my pupil 360 degree where I could sight nothing but blue carpet. I jumped into the admiration. I had to be brought back to the reality because of a broken double sided paddle to single sided state. Fear started to creep through my spinal and I decided to travel back. Unfortunately I had no map or a compass and hence I didn’t know where to go. I was rounding with that single sided paddle for a restricted diameter. Tears peeped out of fear when I misplaced the paddle to fall into the sea. Whilst I was almost near the rim of dying I experienced a shake. Suffocation to breathe, eyes floating in tears, I noticed a paddle which was at its verge of diving into the sea. I grabbed it to pass out of the state of hugger-mugger. I rowed, rowed at all direction till I could spot a land. Fortunately I captured my house whilst travelling in a direction experiencing my pulse rate becoming normal. I kick started thanking god for the paddle and for my recovery. I calmly rowed it to the sand to switch off the boat’s engine and placed the paddle near the boat. I moved to my room and cogitated about the incident. I experienced a highness inside me simply because of the paddle that came from nowhere. I cognized I could be at sky-high with the paddle I got by moving anywhere I need. I ruminated about the paddle’s entry into my life and walked to the boat again. I hadn’t found the paddle there. I ran everywhere in search of it with random moving eyeball. Finally I sat on the beach sand with frowned face. I want that “My Paddle”. My home isn’t my destiny.     

I Abolished

What an independence we have! Sorry, it is a personal feeling.

What an independence I have!

It is really a pure moment when I make a conversation (with me) which is as pure as the very first milk from a cow,

I can scold (me),

   I can appreciate (me),

 I can share the secret of secrets,

I can cry,

I can do anything that I want to do (with me) despite its consequences.

I am the only partner and the best partner (to me).

I can just cry, cry and cry till I get myself relaxed.

I can laugh, laugh and laugh to make my stomach pain.

I can counsel, counsel and counsel (until I change).

Whatever comes, whoever comes, I am the best (to me).

I am loving,

I am caring,

I can hide my tears and smile,

I am (my) brother,

 I am (my) sister,

I am the ‘everything’ (to me),

But the words turns out to be more meaningful,

IF and ONLY IF

The ‘I’ becomes ‘You’

Read the ‘I’s’ with ‘You’s’ with grammatical modifications & without changing the words in the brackets.